Saturday, December 6, 2008
♥ The secret betwen me n Alai
That day,i hve something to tell Alai bt nda jd becz for me its nt important anymore.. n nw im going to tell Alai about it since i hate to keep it alone...
Actually,after i saw that pic[Alai taukn pic apa],i had this feeling..
N i dnt knw weather its true o nt... I told myself to push this feeling far away becz this feeling might hurt me like before...
Bt i knw very well that this feeling is just want to test me weather i was already forgot about HIM or nt n the truth is i still cnt do that.. How stupid i am? Why i cnt forget about HIM?
Doest he ever realise about me before? Does he ever love me before? Does he ever care about me before? Does he ever miss me before? Does he ever feel scare 4 losing me? DID HE?
Ol the answer is NO.. n i hate to be in that position bt why i cnt forget about HIM? WHY? Im still curious why i cnt do that?
N one more thing before i forget.. Why i should meet this guy? N why he should meet me f he knw that he will hurt me? N why everything should be ended like this?
Why it cnt be ended like i dream before? Everything is dull ryte nw n i even cnt think positively about it... How could this happen to me?
MAYBE THIS MY FATE...
11:16 PM
♥ Make sensekh?
Nex wek is my first sister engagement.. I am so happy n happy..
U knw why?
Becz this is my first sister engagement n i will be a flower girl at that day..ahaha..im just kidding.. Who wants to be a flower girl? Too childish ok!
By the way,the card invitation for HIM still lay on at my desk..
I dnt knw whether i should leave it there or throw it? Bt still i kept it until nw.. Or mayb i should throw it..i dnt knwlh,i just cnt decide what should i do with it...
10:51 PM
Friday, December 5, 2008
♥ Ke bndr
Finally,i remember my f.s pswrd..then i log in n acept c Adi request..He is my fren n kind of funylh ea ane..n he is a good man that i knw..
Em..ari ane i went to bndr with mumy,dady,akif n imah..dady plan kn bli brg2 kulh akif..first tyme kulhlh katakn..n i was planing kn bali bju..sementara dady sruh,apa lg..balilh..
This morning,o9 with c Alai..akhrnya tercapai jua hajatku ah..then we ceta2..tyme a2 aku baru jua abz pkai bju..apapun,im hapy asalkn chat with Alai...
4:08 PM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
♥ Bored
Its nice to start bloging..im sorry guys for not updating this blog...i really2 dont hve tyme to do that bt nw im here for u ol..ehe
Tody,i woke up late..i dont knw why..mayb ngtuk bnar x becz lastnyte i went to tutong,jln2 with mumy n dady.. pas2 mkn pat gerai..then as i arrive there, adath ne 3 org laki2 pingitan kegatalan..wawawa.. aku ane lg nah,siuk maen2 mata with drg..ahaha..cm bnar maen mata..
actualynya aku langsung nda meliat or maen mata with drg ane..ehe..keciannya...
One thing yg terlintas dpkirnku tyme a2 is to get o9.. Thats why i ask Alai to o9 jua..kn lapaz rndu pt ea wh.. Gpun lama dh nda chat with him..
Unfortunately,ea nda dpt o9 tyme awal a2 jua cz he told me that ea kn liat ceta 'alam ghaib' dulu then around 8 p.m baru ea dpt o9. Malangnya,around 8 p.m,aku ter'd.c' tyme a2..so reconect blik pun mseh jua nda dpt... k.o bnar netwrk d'tutong ane..nasib rakyat tutong udh x..ehe
Once again,netwrk pun k.o td pg smpailh msane.. Kesian Alaiku ah..i promise him that i will get o9 this morning bt he told me ea nda dpt jua cz ea ada hal d'imigresen..
Kn ambl pic so he told me he will mc me f he o9..
Then udh ea mc td tnghari,aku pun o9lh.. X nya nda jua mau2 msuk cz ari ane ujan.. Arggh..sakit bnar hatiku eh..
Gpun i hve sumting to told him about HIM.. Bla th aku kn gtau ne.. Mayb i should forget about it? Whatever...
5:02 PM
