Saturday, December 6, 2008
♥ The secret betwen me n Alai
That day,i hve something to tell Alai bt nda jd becz for me its nt important anymore.. n nw im going to tell Alai about it since i hate to keep it alone...
Actually,after i saw that pic[Alai taukn pic apa],i had this feeling..
N i dnt knw weather its true o nt... I told myself to push this feeling far away becz this feeling might hurt me like before...
Bt i knw very well that this feeling is just want to test me weather i was already forgot about HIM or nt n the truth is i still cnt do that.. How stupid i am? Why i cnt forget about HIM?
Doest he ever realise about me before? Does he ever love me before? Does he ever care about me before? Does he ever miss me before? Does he ever feel scare 4 losing me? DID HE?
Ol the answer is NO.. n i hate to be in that position bt why i cnt forget about HIM? WHY? Im still curious why i cnt do that?
N one more thing before i forget.. Why i should meet this guy? N why he should meet me f he knw that he will hurt me? N why everything should be ended like this?
Why it cnt be ended like i dream before? Everything is dull ryte nw n i even cnt think positively about it... How could this happen to me?
MAYBE THIS MY FATE...
11:16 PM
