Sunday, December 14, 2008
♥ I hve to
Just ryte nw i hve to send a piece of tex to Alai to beg him not to mc or msg me for a couple of dy..
I just need time n space to be alone n nt to be disturb..For those who tried to mc or msg me,will be foward to the operator..U knw what i mean..
Im sory Lai..i hve to do this..i need time to think seriously about this problems..Im sory..
9:58 PM
I cnt believe it when he mc'ling me today..mayb around 8.45 a.m
That was imposible for me to reply his mc..IMPOSSIBLE
I already told Alai this morning n at that tyme i didnt want to knw or hear anything else..I just want to let my mind free frm thinking anything else..
Lastnyte,he get o9 using his other email n i was suprise.. Smpai2 i view his profile 4 several time.. N i also 'cubit2' my hand weather i was dreaming..n in fact that i am nt dreaming..
Then he tgur..
Here is our conversation-very simple-:
HIM: Assalamualaikum..pnjg nick?(It true that my nick memang pnjg)..apa kabar?(since we nda cntct 4 a long tyme..i think 4 about 2 month..after he came to my house with Alai during hari raya..Lurus kh 2 Lai?) mM mrahkh cZ nda mc?(memang pun mrah dlm atiku plg 2..bt what cn i do?)
ME: Walaikumusalam..Me kbar baek?Abg cna?(i tried nt to be 'jhat'with him..apapun i respect him like be4)..about that nick,nda jua pnjg bnar..sdng2 jua..btw,bwt apa jua me mrah..me ane bkn sapa2 bwt abgkn?
HIM: owh..ok..gtg nW..asalamualaikum..(a2 ja ea ckp pt aku.. Sakit atiku bnar..or mayb bnar f he hve to go or lagg x..bt at the same time i want to chat with him even frm the deep inside my heart told me not to do that..)
So,the 1st question yg terlintas d'fikiranku is I DON'T HAVE ANY RIGHT TO DO THAT ANYMORE...
12:30 PM
